I stand at your gates and look up to the sky; It's dark where I stand, and I'm not sure why. My head is spinning, because I want to scream At the way you hide away, lost in your dreams. I'm on my knees, ready to plead, But you don't know what I need. You… Continue reading Let Me In?
Sometimes I have a dream That you look into my soul And see nothing but a hole; Desperately I want to scream. You look at me, lacking control Because your baby disappeared; It was the one thing I feared: Realization of what they stole. The black hole in me leered, A gaping chasm in my… Continue reading If You Could See Me
In this grey cold, A lonely heart bleats. Shiver, controlled, What rush retreats; Frozen air has cajoled and plunged heart beats. An endeavor of old; Winter's mistake repeats. Love shaded pale gold Like a ghost, faded. Skip the blasted grey; hold to the blue-tinged streets.
You walk by and only see a girl covered in her own blood. You walk by and start to cry because you were the one to put it there. You walk by and the girl cries because you were the one who once saved her. You're gone but the girl remains she waits for her… Continue reading Heroines and Loneliness
Contain it, Careful, Before it Disappears. Crush it, Slow, Until it Dies. - The city is burning, The city is burning. - A girl sits by her Window, watching The storm rage. She Doesn't understand That they gave her A gift that refused To die.
A heart that is broken still beats. A heart cannot break of sadness Or loneliness Or despair. My heart didn't stutter when My lungs cracked apart And showed me how unforgiving Your ice really is. My heart was far from my mind As my stomach twisted until I could barely swallow. Or eat. Or think.… Continue reading Broken Heart
I only pray As the wheels of the plane Lift off the ground. It isn't that I don't believe in God; I don't. That's not the point. It is the appearance of comfort. The quickening unease coils in my stomach, Banished from my body as I repeat well-worn words. They're scars written behind my eyelids,… Continue reading In the Clouds