If You Could See Me

Sometimes I have a dream That you look into my soul And see nothing but a hole; Desperately I want to scream. You look at me, lacking control Because your baby disappeared; It was the one thing I feared: Realization of what they stole. The black hole in me leered, A gaping chasm in my… Continue reading If You Could See Me


Tears and Laughter

People have learned to laugh at my tears.It's because they flood my eyes at inopportune moments, spurred on by emotion I am not prepared to handle. Laughter, especially, and fear.Do they know it's because I choke back the feelings that should cause tears? I don't cry when I can't feel anything. I don't cry when I… Continue reading Tears and Laughter